Being raped ruined my sex life

Melissa

When I was 6 years old I had an uncle by marriage rape me. He took pictures of himself touching me and put it on the internet, and would tell me he has a special friend for me, I remember being naked in his bed with him and don’t really remember anything else, but when I have sex I think about it or freak out and don’t like to be touched, then I start hurting and crying it’s horrible 😭