New Beginnings

Yesterday I had my hair chopped off and donated it to Pantene to be made into wigs for adult cancer patients. My mom died of cancer last year and went through losing her hair and getting wigs many times so this meant a lot. Not only did I cut it to donate, but also to symbolize new beginnings in the new year. Since my mom died I've struggled so much with mental illness. I've overcome a lot but lately have felt like I've lost myself in my looks. I think I felt so horrible about my mind and heart that because people said I was pretty that's all i relied on to get me by. I stopped focusing on my character and my personality and how i make others feel. I started watching really messed up stuff on the internet and desensitizing myself completely. I became vulgar and insensitive. None of that serves me or others. I need to find who my mom raised me to be again. I have so much potential and from now on will be focusing on my insides. So i chopped off one of my most notable features for many reasons. I'm really happy with it. Idk of this made sense but I thought I'd share. Here's a before and after :)

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