Need to vent/need help

Kayla • Married to my soul mate

Ok I got it so easy with #1 he was kinda a oops baby/but trying lol if you get what I mean. Now 6 years later. With my new husband we are having little to no luck. This is his #3 my #2. The problem is we have been trying since January minus last month due to conflicting work hours. (Fixed that problem) we are really trying now.

I just started taking my bbt and but I wanted to start opt this month but I haven't started testing yet and its cycle day 11 is it to late to start.

I'm more worried that I can't have any more. My left tube is damaged from endometriosis. I really want another child of my own. My step sons I never see due to they live far away and mom doesn't want them out of her sight (not very nice woman hints why they are not together)

And now my sister and her husband are 2 months pregnant and still nothing for us. 😭