When did you believe..

I recently had a blighted ovum and am now 8w4d. Before there was no fetal pole, but this time I actually saw the lil gem 😝 AND the heartbeat (142). BUT I'm still so nervous and hesitant to get my hopes up that I'll carry to term and/or have a healthy pregnancy/child....Like i wont even move my GLOW profile from TTC to pregnant, im that skeptical.😣😣 When did you feel comfortable believing in the pregnancy ....after the first trimester or Before? TIA