Im back!

I was on this app from 2016 to March 2017 when I lost my baby girl Ember. I've decided to download it again as I'm expecting again!! I'm beyond nervous but trying to keep my head up. Losing my daughter was the worst thing I have ever experienced and I still haven't healed emotionally and I know I never will. But surprisingly it does get easier. I'm 13 weeks and 1 day as of today and I'm so excited to be blessed with another baby. Losing my daughter especially so late was something I never dreamed I would deal with. It's one of those things you hear about or read stories on but you never think it would happen to you. I know I didn't update really, I just totally detached myself from the world. There was nothing wrong with my pregnancy or my daughter. No complications, I guess it just wasn't her time.. As I said I've been blessed with another pregnancy and I couldn't be happier.