weird Due date.

vent I have a 10 year old son, angel daughter that would be 6, and a 4 year old daughter. At 15 I was told I couldnt have kids, got pregnant by accident at 17 with my son to my ex while on medication that helps PCOS but I was on it for my diabetes in 2007. My husband has been daddy since we got married but has been in our lives since he was 15 months old. I was told again in October 2010 I wouldn't get pregnant again. We had already been trying a year, we tried 15 months to get pregnant with her and lost her. It took another 18 months to get pregnant with our 4 year old daughter and the Dr told me to abort her. We have been trying to get pregnant for a year now.we've put some extra effort into it this month but I just sat and looked at dates and realized if i get pregnant the due date for the baby will be the day before my birthday, two days before my mother in laws who you have no contact with, as well as 2 days after our angels due date. REALLLY mixed emotions. My son was born almost 3 weeks early and our 4 year old If successfull ill be requesting the 17th of September for the birthday for multiple reasons. My 4 year old was due June 21st and born June 17th which was 39 weeks and 1 day As much as i want a baby and we've been trying this long this time I refuse to let them be born on my birthday. Most would think thats cool but I already share it with my nephew. And they should have taken my daughter sooner then they did, the Dr even admitted it while glueing me shut. May sound selfish a bit but its more my daughter was 11lbs 8 oz and got down to 9lbs 7oz after being swollen and the drs tried saying I wasnt feeding her so they called CYS on us and I want a baby to have their own day.