So my boyfriend (well ex now) was with me for about 4 months. But we had been talking for about 6 months and i trusted him with everything. He had become my best friend and spent every weekend with me and my family and then i found out he cheated on me for the whole time we were together. I tried to tell myself it wasnt true but i saw the messages on his phone between him and his ex.

On another note, my first love messaged me the other night and called me and told me he loved me and that its always been me and he didnt know why he stayed with his new girlfriend for so long because he realized he was in love with me and then the next day he had blocked me and wanted nothing to do with me.

Moral of the story, i just dont understand guys...why do they insist on hurting me ?