Why am I not loosing weight!?

I’m 165lbs 5’2, and I used to be 120lbs, could eat as much crap as I wanted and not gain weight until I took depo!!

I started going to the gym 2-3 times a week two months ago! 1 hour of consist working out! The thing is I know how to work out because I used to be obsessed with fitness and working out when I was skinny!! I also am starting to go on hikes once a week minimum.

Not only that but I went from eating 2000+ calories a day to 1500!!

I have not lost a SINGLE pound! Actually I went from 160 to 165 in a month!!!!

I want to die (ok not really). But I’m so insecure and I HATE MY BODY. Sometimes I just want to scream! Nothing is working!! I have no stress in my life at all! I’m eating healthy!! I used to be anorexic (that was 6 years ago) and I am so close to going down that path again because I am so depressed and have such bad anxiety(all because if my weight).

Also the other night I wanted to have sex and my husband goes “why don’t u loose weight first” then he apologized 🙄

But seriously. How in the world am I not loosing weight? 2 months ago I started eating healthy and I only keep gaining. Nothing is working. I have tired every diet out there, right now I’m just focusing on eating healthy because I never stick to those diets. I am so disgusting. My face has gotten huge and I have a bad double chin, I’m boarder line diabetic, and have high blood pressure

Edit: I have been off of depo for 5 months (since it has worn off)