Okay so I go to a small commuter college, it’s okay, but no one stays on campus they just go do their work and leave, so no one makes a lot of friends it seems. I don’t anyways, but I know a lot of people who go to a university and it seems like so much fun. I was first accepted into a university but ended up not going because I was scared. It sounds stupid but I just graduated high school lol. Anyways, it seems like everyone really loves university and I’ve been thinking about transferring, I feel like I’m missing out. It dogs on me every single day, it’s like a constant thought, as soon as I wake up I think about how I could be missing out and as soon as I go to bed I feel the same. I follow people on insta that go and they seem to have so many friends and seem so happy. Meanwhile, I don’t have many friends anymore. Anyways, I want to go but idk how worth it is? Is it really worth the hype? Also me and my ex are working on things and he really doesn’t want me to go because he’s scared I’ll cheat, and I’m super attached to him anyways so I’m scared I’ll miss him way too much and we will lose contact and he’ll go off with another girl. We dated for 2 years and lived together for almost 10 months, so we are kinda attached. I just don’t know what to do. Send me something positive, make me feel like I’m not missing out or something idk :( or am I? HELP.