BAPTISM HELP

Hi! I’m Vicki and throughout my childhood, I️ knew there was something that was missing from my heart. Later when I️ became 10ish, I️ realized it was Jesus and I was/am so invested in getting to know Jesus. It’s been so great, but... I’m not baptized. My whole family is atheist and didn’t push any religion on me. I’ve tried asking them in the past if I️ could get baptized and they totally supported me, but no progress has been made. I’ve been praying to be baptized for 5 years now. I’m 15 and feel this urgency to be baptized. I️ don’t feel complete if that makes any sense. I probably confused a lot of people, but I was just wondering if people could give me advice? Please help. I️ love Jesus and need him. :) god bless thx