I’m so discouraged...

I totally thought this was going to be my month! And so far nothing. We have been trying for about 6months now and I just want a baby SO bad. Every time I see a post about someone getting their BFP I get a little more discouraged...like why can’t I get a BFP? Don’t get me wrong I’m so happy they have finally got their BFP, but I can’t help but to think why can’t I get it!?

I just felt like this was going to be my month. I got my hopes up so high..

I HAVE HAD ALL THE SYMPTOMS! Iv been having crazy dreams and like five about having kids and being pregnant, sore boobs, lower back hurts like heck, I have to pee A LOT, and well no period yet. My period is irregular though.

Every time I test I get a BFN.

How do I get out of this rut?