I miss making love

I only ever made love with one person in my life. He was very abusive and im sure he didn't even love me was just using me for money and someone to control... I left him for a new guy and I just don't feel the same lust and love that I did for the old guy... I've been with the guy guy for a year now and I don't even have sex with him but it's hard for me to let go because for one he doesn't let me go, will show up at my house if I break up with him and for 2 he's become part of my everyday life and I'm so use to him... I just miss making love so badly... everything else with me and him is good minus the fact that I can't have sex with him because I'm not in love with him.. I crave it everyday. Looking into my lovers eyes and kissing.. I miss kissing. :(

Is anyone else is this same position? :/