So confused ๐Ÿ˜“

I got my faint positive on 1/6 and it was faint but it was there. Now today I started spotting.... I had a few sharp pains earlier in the day but now that I am spotting there are no pains or cramps accompanying it. Iโ€™m mostly confused because I wanted to get a strong positive before making an appointment with my OB but now Iโ€™m thinking Iโ€™m not going to get one. Iโ€™m trying not to stress but itโ€™s so confusing. From my understanding if you do miscarry this early there isnโ€™t anything to be done, you just simply pass the embryo. I feel like that is so harsh, because to me itโ€™s a baby not just a ball of flesh. My emotions are every where right now