Beauty

Nicole • AZ. 🌵Baby #1 Due December 2020🤞🏼👶🏻 Certified EMT. 👩🏽‍🏭🚑 AP. 💙

This morning I was sitting in front of my mirror getting ready to do my makeup. I started to fix up my eyebrows (I’m trying to grow them out so they look more natural) & I just started crying. When I do my makeup I can’t focus on what I’m doing. All I can think about is how much I hate what I’m looking at. My face is never clear. No matter what I do. I can never find makeup that covers my acne. My makeup never looks smooth like other girls. And I just got so upset and I couldn’t stop crying. Why do people keep telling me I’m beautiful but I can’t see it?