Feeling very alone

I am about 5 weeks pregnant with our 5th child, I am happily married to a very good man. I feel that when I am pregnant my husband becomes distant, doesn't ask how I am doing/feeling, says he is freaked out by baby kicking so he won't touch my belly. He seems to just act like I am not even pregnant. He is an amazing father, and from our kids birth is a very hands on, involved Dad. I feel so alone and sad right now cause I can't talk to anyone about this pregnancy, it's just too early, I just feel so isolated 😢. I don't know what to do