SCARED!

Was suppose to have a scheduled c section on the 30th. Went to the specialist and she wanna induce me next week because my little one is only measuring at 4lbs 18oz at 36 weeks. I got so emotional while she was talking to me because all I kept saying in my head is aww my little baby and on the way home I was crying and constantly kept telling him I was sorry. This my first child , so that news shook me a lot. When I finally did get home I ran to my mama , and broke down. I know this not the end of world because it’s babies being born daily smaller than him. But I don’t know , maybe I’m just overthinking everything.