Currently 30 weeks. I am starting to worry about my strength during labor. Knowing that I have anywhere between 8-10weeks left is a bit scary. My birth plan is to labor at home as long as possible & if all goes well to opt out of the epidural. I am dead set on no epidural (unless I have to be induced). But then I think "what if I can't do this. What if I'm too weak, not strong". I could never picture myself being pregnant; just the tought of my body changing was strange. And now I can't picture myself going into labor. I read birth stories everyday. Both the easy and the difficult but ahhhh!!!! Can I really truly handle it?!?! FTM......