It used to be every time I even thought of my husband, I would get butterflies. My palms would sweat at the thought of his hand in mine. I would get goosebumps when he kissed me. After we got married, everything changed. I think he felt like he no longer had to try, so he stopped. No more random kisses, no more “you’re beautiful”s, no more catching him staring at me. No, all it is now is his phone. He comes home from work, showers, sits on the couch & plays on his phone until he goes to sleep. Not one time has he asked me how my day was. Not one time has he called me beautiful because he actually thought it. I find out he’s watching porn, I catch him staring at other women. He’s lost all interest in me & it makes it almost impossible to stay in love with him. If we didn’t have a 3 month old child together, I would’ve already left him. All I want is for my son to grow up in a loving household. I want him to know how to treat his partner, even after they’re married. I don’t want him to grow up in a home where his parents hardly speak to each other. We can’t exactly afford counseling, so what do I do? I’ve already confronted him about everything. He knows exactly how I feel, it just seems like he doesn’t truly care anymore.