Little milestone

Megan • 2 first Tri losses, one rainbow baby-Finley James, and one second Tri loss-Eleanor Ruth
So today I am 9w2d and this is the exact point in my last pregnancy when I started to miscarry.  I've got a lot of mixed emotions today...I'm grateful that we've made it to this point again and that everything seems to be fine, but I'm also scared. I keep thinking to myself that I just need to get to 12 weeks and I'll feel better but the truth is that we're not in the clear until we're actually holding our babies!  I have a friend that was 26 weeks pregnant and just lost her baby this weekend and it's hit me hard.  What happened to her was a freak accident and extremely rare and I don't think it will happen to me, but it's just a reminder that even after 12 weeks, nothing is guaranteed.  I'm glad I have you girls on here to vent to and talk stuff out with...makes my heart feel better!