Heartbroken

I've caught my boyfriend of 9 months watching porn .. we split up for 2 weeks but still i ve fell for him again .

I love him thats one thing thats for sure but im not feeling good cos i keep on thinking that hes cheating on me in some way

More than that everytime i bring the topic up he just tells me to shut up and not to bring arguments from the past

Please help 😢😢😢