Okay so, I currently have no job which means no money. My great aunt gave me a cheque for Christmas that I only managed to bank on Thursday that wasn’t meant to clear until Wednesday. Well, I’ve been craving a chicken curry from a Chinese and due to not having any money, is frustrating me so bad to the point I’ve just had a meltdown because I just want a chicken curry. Well, I just double checked my bank account to see if the cheque had cleared yet or not and IT HAS! So I’ve ordered my curry and I’m waiting for it to be delivered. I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW!!

I guess i just kinda need reassurance that I’m not going crazy. I’ve been feeling like this for the last few days (emotional and very sensitive) and I guess just craving the curry and not being able to have one just tipped me over the edge. Is it normal? Is it normal to have complete meltdowns over small things like this? My normal routine hasn’t changed and I’ve not just started or come off birth control so I have no idea what’s wrong?!