Devastated

I’m sad. 😢 my boyfriend of four years, who we have been trying to have a baby, broke up with me a few hours ago. I’m crushed. He literally said it, he doesn’t want to me be with me. He wants to be alone because he’s not happy. I mean, I wasn’t happy either but I was willing to work on it because that’s what you do when you love someone, you work it out? But no, he doesn’t want to work on it. He’s in a bad place and he said he doesn’t want to be selfish. The more I think about it, the more I can’t stop crying. 😥😥😥😥