Am I a terrible person? Sooo no one in our family knows we are ttc. I really want to surprise everyone when it happens for us! ... any how, I have two other female cousins on my side, one with two young kids and the other has a 1 year old.. the cousins with the one year old just announced they are expecting again! I mean they don’t even try and these chicks egos are pregos! It wouldn’t hurt so much if we weren’t so close in age and my grandmother has been comparing us our entire lives!

So here I am in my umpteenth ttw and I cried in hubbys lap for 30minutes (I’m not a crier so I think I scared him haha) and now I’m filling my glass! Cheers and baby dust to everyone in the same boat as me!