Am I crazy

After 6 years I got off bc last August.

Had 5 lovely years on it, did a round of antibiotics and then it was a 180.

Overly and increasingly bitchy

No sex drive

Was holding onto weight

Couldn’t sleep

Brain fog

High blood pressure

I got off it to see if it would help. It hasn’t. Nothing has changed except my mood and motivation level. I don’t feel the need to constantly nap anymore.

I also never had a period and I don’t know if that was part of the issue or not

Anyway, we havent been on track with using condoms very well. I was 6 days late in December and I’m 1 day late this cycle.

I could still be adjusting yes but it’s making me paranoid to the point that I’m considering going back on bc

Anyone else going through this? Any one have brand or type suggestions for bc?