I’m honestly unsure if I should say this to his mother or not. I’m posting it here to get your feedback, please

Dear Mrs. Jane,

I’ve been wanting to reach out to you for some time now, I was just hesitant on the things that I needed and wanted to say. I also didn’t really know if you would be open and willing to even talk to me. I’m unsure if things will ever be “back to normal” between us and if not, I don’t blame you not one bit. I’ve tried and tried to find closure on a lot of the issues I was dealing with. I admit that the things I’ve done to you and your family shouldn’t have ever even been thought about, let alone done. At the time, I felt as if nobody was there for me during the abortion and the recovery process. I felt alone and fell right in the state of depression. I wanted to get back at everybody who had left me hanging. The emotions I was feeling took complete control of me. I really didn’t mean to reminisce on the past for so long. I am forever grateful for everything that you and your family has done for me. You all welcomed me with open arms when nobody else did. I’m asking for your forgiveness. I would like nothing more than to mend our broken bond between us. I know it may take some time to completely gain your trust and friendship back.