Still not enough

My boyfriend hasn't been making me feel sexy recently and I feel like his eyes are always on prettier girls, watching porn and videos of girls dancing and all that so I really tried today by wearing my sexiest jeans, bra, and shirt, doing my makeup and hair and my boyfriend definitely reacted to it, having sex with me twice, but then only hours later he's going through YouTube and watching videos of sexy actresses... why can't I just be enough?