TTC frustration

hey girls! I am only 9dpo and I swear I feel pregnant. A little back story me and the hubby have been trying for #2 for 10 months now and we got pregnant in July and I lost it at 5 weeks we got pregnant again the next month I found out at 9 weeks I had a missed miscarriage and carried to 11 weeks till the MC. well its been 3 months and we are back at it. I feel that fullness in my uterus same as the two before, dizzy, nausea, fatigue, boobs hurt and caffeine sensitivity. I tested on 2 FRERs and the were BFN. Im hoping I'm just testing to soon. I'm going to test again in 2 days so wish me luck!! I want our second rainbow baby to complete our family. 🌈👣