I had a bad day at work today. I’m a real estate agent and I got a text from a potential buyer lead that my aunt knows and he texted me back (after I left him a voicemail weeks ago) saying that he wants to buy privately, but wants me to send him Expired listings so he can approach sellers on his own, bypassing all realtors. So he wants me to work for free?!

In prospect, it’s not that big of a deal. It’s a tough business! I’m struggling.

Between this and the fact that the last day off my husband has had (besides christmasand thanksgiving) was November 1st and I need to go to his job to see him (I visit him at work 1-2 times a day. He’s a cook). We are so close and I just miss us having days off together. Just typing this is making me cry uncontrollably.

I hate my body. I’ve gained 40 pounds in the past 1.5 years. I work out occasionally but apparently the eating out due to my lifestyle/career is catching up to me. 😑

My mother, my brother and my husbands uncle are living with us right now... they all are sleeping in my living room right now. That’s it’s own story. My house is a dump right now. I’m the only one that cleans it. My husband works 90 hours a week so he doesn’t have time to. I work about 60 hours a week so time is tight for me too.

But I am sooo depressed and I can’t stop crying right now.. I know that it shouldn’t be this bad (to the extent that I am crying) and I’m just... I don’t know what to do to make myself feel better... i just went to visit my husband at work for a few minutes and he couldn’t figure out why I was crying. I tried to call him earlier to tell him about that potential buyer but he was sooo busy I could t even say anything to him, he had to go so we hung up. 😥😰