kissing

I'm 17 and I've made out with a lottttt of boys and girls before but I've never made out with anyone sober lol. Every time I'm usually at a party and I've never dated anyone so the opportunity to kiss someone sober has just never come up. I used to get really really nervous and back out of it every time a guy tried to while i was sober but no ones tried to kiss me sober in like 3 years. Should I try to kiss someone just to gain experience and see if I get nervous or just not stress over it. It makes me super self conscious and not like myself bc of this. I feel like a weirdo please help.