Overwhelmed

Anyone else feeling overwhelmed? First time mom and it’s so hard. I am taking 12 weeks off before going back to work, currently on week 6. I should cherish these days but some days it’s so hard and I don’t get a break. Husband was back to work ASAP. Between breastfeeding and trying to pump after she feeds and her fussing I’m exhausted. Im lucky if I get to make/eat a lunch.

I’m not losing the baby weight, but I have no energy to pack baby up and leave the house to go walk or something! I’m hating my body. This whole thing is so overwhelming!