Hiding from friends 🙃

My friend and I were talking about 13 reasons why the other day because she has to write a paper on how it could influence teens to commit suicide. Somehow the conversation ended up with her saying that we as adults know better than to think suicide is an option. I’ve never told her that I’ve been suicidal on and off since I was maybe 14 or 15. It felt so wrong to say yeah we know better instead of telling her the truth. I couldn’t bring myself to tell her about that part of me in the middle of the library when I had class in 20 minuets. I’ve been trying to figure out if I did the right thing by not telling her for a week now so opinions are welcome.