So I've been thinking about this lately but the first time my ex and I had sex, we gave consent through body language. The problem is, I gave consent without really wanting to do it. But it wasn't like it was her fault. I acted like I wanted to because I didn't want to say no, but she did nothing to pressure me into it. Am I weird to think it's not her fault? I don't blame myself either, and I don't think she was wrong to not ask and just rely on body language. We were only 15, so we didn't know anything, we just went off of what we had seen in movies. Later on we talked about verbal consent, and she said for her asking would turn her off. I didn't tell her about me not wanting to the first time though, it was something I never told her and it never happened again.