Baby fever!!!

I’m almost 17 and for the past 5-10 months I have been obsessed with the idea of having a baby and it being something I really longed for, I don’t go to the lengths to not use protection but it worries me how much I feel like i need this. If you have teen pregnancy stories to convince me otherwise please tell! I’m getting really worried for myself and well-being, every day I realise i cant have a child for years, it makes me so upset.