Clomid, Dr. , just need to vent!

I was informed Thursday that my doctor wants to start me on clomid and needed to see me before I reach cycle day 5. They couldn’t get me in Thursday, Friday and Monday she was out of office. They scheduled my appointment for today. I’m on cd 3 today well we got snow so they had to cancel my appointment! It’s so hard to get seen by my Dr last minute. All I want is to be able to have my rainbow baby. Why does everything always get messed up? I’m just so frustrated!!