How do I live my everyday life .😞

How do I go to school and work when this first trimester is killing me? I vomit twice a day and can’t keep anything down.. it’s making me so depressed and I cry from emotion. I just want to feel normal. How am I supposed to work like this..😞 I’m losing all hope I know god doesn’t give us things we can’t handle but I feel so alone and I’m in so much pain. How am I supposed to be strong like other mothers are i am losing my faith..