10 week ultrasound heartbreak

This is my very first pregnancy (we’ve been trying for 7 months) and today was finally my first appointment. I tried to remain calm as miscarriage is not uncommon in early pregnancy and I didn’t want the disappointment but needless to say I’ve been so excited I can barely keep it a secret. When we got there they started the ultrasound but told me my bladder was too full and decided on a transvaginal instead.i could tell something wasn’t right my the stenographers level of talkative-ness (starting he was super cheerful and talkative but got quite). They took me to another room and the midwife came in to talk about what was seen and not seen and asked how sure I was about dates. She told me she wanted me to go for blood work 2 separate times 48 hrs apart to check for increased hgc level and to schedule another ultrasound in a week. She tried to remain positive but I asked her if it seemed like a viable pregnancy since it should be 10 weeks, I told her I am realistic and know this is bad. She told me there is a chance everything is ok but not likely. ( I kinda knew this based on the ultrasound) I’m naturally heartbroken. I was so excited and now I just wanna loose it and go back to bed. Does anyone have a similar story with a positive outcome? Just wondering. Anyway anyone going through this too, we’ll be ok and try to stay positive.