It’s been close to 2 years now. I know I had to do what was best for my family and I but really I put my husbands needs before mine and now I’m hurting so bad... my husband is a college student and we were struggling with only 1 income and our older child when we accidentally got pregnant. I cried when I saw that I was pregnant because I didn’t know what to do. I spent the next few weeks going back and forth with him about why we couldn’t keep the baby... I wanted to keep it but again I put him first... I’ve been struggling with it on and off for awhile and when I got pregnant with our son I thought I shouldn’t be allowed to keep this baby either after what I did to that one... I still hate myself for doing that... if you’re still reading this thank you I just needed to get it off my chest...