So Friday was the first time I've seen my partner since September. Of course we had sex.

We started off just kissing, slowly taking off our clothes, and I am a nervous wreck cause we haven't had sex in so long. He's going slow cause he knows I'm nervous and after we are both naked, me being a soaking mess, we are standing up and he's rubbing his cock against me asking where I want it, and I'm a mess I can't say shit

I finally just lay down and he goes in nice and slow, then starts going to town, moaning how good I feel, and I'm going crazy, heck my eyes start watering lol.

Here's where I made my mistake.

I assumed I was going to cum, it felt so good or something I just did. And I ask him for permission, he says yes, and I am no where near close so I fake it 😂 I'm like that's okay I'll get close again.

THEN MY MOM CALLS AND SAYS SHES ALMOST HERE TO TAKE ME TO DINNER

SHE HAD NO CLUE ABOUT HIM

So I'm like baby we have to get dressed, and he's just giving me his blue eyes so we fuck a bit more and i get on my knees and he jacks off and cums on my face.

I kiss him a few times good bye before he leaves.

And even though i didn't cum, it was still fucking amazing because I missed him so much and it made me remember that I'm going to marry this man❤️

UPDATE:

So I told my partner what happened, not really think it as a big deal. Not only was he upset, but he brought up the fact that another man made me cum first, we were FWB at the time and I had sex with someone else, I also dated someone after I ended things because he couldn't decide what he wanted, who made me squirt. He then said that it made him hard and wanted me to talk about them. I always feel like shit when he brings this up. And I ended up just not replying

I think im a lesbian.

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