My complicated love life

I've fallen for a guy I met online who lives too far away. I haven't known him for all that long and it scares me how much I like him.

Meanwhile my ex is trying to get back with me and I REFUSE to let him do so because I'm really happy.

Today I see my good friend whom I've had a crush on for years. I've never told him because I'm 99% sure he doesn't feel the same way. He walks in with a girl and my first instinct was jealousy even though I quickly realized it was his cousin.

Why am I like this? The online guy and I have strong feelings for each other but distance is keeping us apart. My friend will never like me back and seeing him today made me question my feelings for the other guy. And my ex is a self-centered, sex-obsessed, jerk but I'm so desperate for friends I still allow him to talk to me.

Tune in next week for another episode of my complicated love life.