How much do you think about being pregnant ?

Emma • eptopic pregnancy 6th September 2017 🌈 #8yrs TTC for our rainbow 🌈 #Nurse #secondyinfertility
Do you feel because you've been constantly wanting it so bad your delaying yourself to become pregnant? I'm questioning this theroy due to my doctor saying today "Stop thinking about it".. Well it's easier said then done don't you all think? How can I block this out my mind.. 
Any advise because it's driving me nuts..
Ttc #2 -- 3years   Recently had all clear from a recurring  brain condition.. causes infertility (not confirmed by Dr) But when you know you know..