Hi !!

this is my story and hard for me to share.

I am 32 yo and due to former abusing boyfriend, I had 2 abortions.

after leaving him, I had a IUD for 5 years.

I am now happily married to the love of my life and for the first time we are TTC.

this is our second month trying but due to my past experiences, I thought I would get pregnant right away.

now I am wondering if, because of what I went through, I will ever get pregnant.

I am so anxious, I dream of 2 to 3 kids with my husband but for some reason, I feel it will not happen.