Depressed😞

Jesai • 24 💕 Wife 💍 Twin Mama 👬
I don't know what is wrong with me.  I have been ttc for a while now with my boyfriend of four years.  I just found out that my best friend is pregant and honestly just feel like I'm broken.  I want to be happy for her,  but I just can't.  How much longer am I going to have to be happy for others before I can finally be happy for myself?