My husband and I have been ttc for 5 months. I’m 27. I got off birth control and literally haven’t had a period since I stopped taking the pill in September. I’m on my first month of provera to start a period, and it’s AWFUL. I’m on my last day of it (pill 10), and I am now sick at home from work with a sore throat, and so overly emotional. I haven’t slept in two nights either. My doctor originally offered me provera AND clomid, but we decided to try a provera-only month first. But I have totally changed my mind. She did NOT warn me about the side effects. The thought of having to do provera again next month is terrifying. My husband is totally on board with the clomid also. I called my doctors office a few days ago to try to get a prescription for clomid for this month, but when I called the office and left a message to talk to my doctor, the nurse called back and told me to make an appointment next month after I try this first month of provera-only. Does anyone have any suggestions? I am also so afraid to seem like a crazy lady to my doctor. 😩 Side note: I think I completely wore myself out with opks when I wasn’t having a cycle, because I was doing them almost everyday for a while, not just a few days a month. I didn’t realize how frustrated or exhausted I really was until now. I can hardly bare the thought of having to do opks for another two or three cycles.

So, should I call back and be assertive and ask to talk to the doctor, or wait it out for this month and pray? Thanks in advance. 🙏