I want the divorce 😡

Ok, well I can’t talk to anybody about this so I needed a place where to express myself and maybe get some advice.

This is the story my husband and I been married for almost 2 years no kids yet (thanks god but ttc), so recently we get married I found out he was lying to me about probably something simple I made a big fuss about it we actually got some help and we got over the issue.

Been almost a year after that of good marriage no fighting big nothing like that, But recently we went to vacations to my country we had a great time my husband met my family for the first time everybody was “oh he is awesome don’t let go a guy like that he is very good” (which I still think he is a good guy but after this problem I don’t know what to do maybe I’m overreacting ).

Well he has to come back to the us earlier than me because of work situation, I stayed there for 5 more days, he came back on the 20 I came back on the 25 (not too long right ?) well because of this job he had to be in some training and he is been almost 5 weeks so we see each other during weekends. So when he comes to me he is not all over me or nothing like that that wants to fuck me right away which is kinda weird but hmm oh well I let it pass.

Friday the 12 of Jan he got lost the whole night did not pick up the phone nothing came saying he was asleep (called me at 330 am) well we have join accounts and we have passwords of each other bank accounts, well I was so pissed I went to see where he was and he has a transacción on the 13 in some bar (more like a food place) but he denied to went out he still saying no he never went out.

After I’m getting really crazy and controlling (yes called insecure issues I don’t care )well I kept checking his bank account and now what... he had 2 transacciones for a place a never heard it’s called epoch,

so happens that when u purchase something on an adult site it comes out like that, well I confronting him and he was saying just a video no live cam which I don’t believe at all, but thats not the problem, the problem is I ask him since when this been happening tell me about it why u did no ask ME TO HAVE SEX CAM IF U SO NEEDEDY RIGH?.

Well he is I don’t know I did not think I would up for that, anyways he said I was only last night 2 times blah blah feeling stress he did it but guess what... and here is the part I get really angry cause he is lying itsnot been only 2 times what happens. Was he has no more founds on his credit card so he had to pay with the debit card.

So call me crazy I know but when something goes in my head I get to the bottom of it, I checked his email 😳😔 I know too much but I had to do it he has 6 transactions from that adult place lot of logging times there and he is been using snap chat, (that he does not use of course cause it’s stupid uhuh ).

So I gave him the time to talk without fighting and stuffs he Denied paid for that site more than twice, I did not told him I saw the other transactions cause I don’t want him to know I saw his email yet , but I packed his shit (of course cause I’m very angry). And I want to leave him I’m waiting that he comes back on Friday and tell him I don’t want to be with a liar, you guys think I’m overreacting ?? I mean if he had sex cam that’s cheating for me. Is he getting addicted to that ?? I mean I don’t know I need some light and good advice.

Damn feels good to say it lol