Feeling alone.

I feel so alone, I'm supposed to be getting married to the person I thought I'd always be with someone I thought would never change, ever since my first pregnancy I lost, my partner and I haven't been the same he left me alone while I was grieving it was my first ever child not his, I am pregnant again but instead of the rainbows and butterflies feeling you get when you are pregnant all I've been getting is depressed with everything that is going on with us, we have been non stop fighting and he has changed I feel like his love for me has disappeared. I can't take much more of this and I really just want to end it all. I can't do this much longer but I don't want to put my baby in harms way, please someone give me the strength to carry on!

I just want him to be there for me and want to spend time with me but instead he wants to ignore me.

I'm feeling so sick and everytime I cry he doesn't care it's like my feelings mean nothing.

I can't do this I'm really hurting.