Our sweet baby was perfect on ultrasound except there was no heart beat. Worst words I have ever heard. 9 weeks- symptoms like crazy- I thought everything was good. Sadly I was wrong💔 . Our baby measured 8 weeks 3 days. we decided on a D&E; because I did not want to draw out passing my baby and doing it st home. I wanted to be asleep. The first few days the waves crashed on top of me to the point I couldnt breathe.... the waves are still coming but they are smaller and less frequent. Little things like not needing to eat as soon as I wake up... my pants fitting me easily.... me having energy to clean my house. All reminders of what we loss. Hoping to try again soon. Until then we decided to turn our pain into a

Positive. We had so much love to give- a home that was yearning for a new life. So we adopted a sweet girl from the humane society and she has been such a blessing. Her story is similar to

Mine- she also lost her babies - strangely we found out she was picked up and placed in the shelter the same day we found out our terrible news. Now she is getting all the love she can stand.

Meet my “therapy pup”

PIPER THE POCKET PIT.