I want a baby so bad that it hurts.

Bianca

I'm 36. Ive wanted a baby for as long as I can remember. Have been TTC and am heart broken.

I'm lashing out , getting so angry , emotional and cry when I'm alone. I try to keep it together but it's killing me. I have weird thoughts creeping into my head that I wana die. I feel incomplete as a woman not being able to fall pregnant. It's made me feel so insecure now it's unreal. I can't even tell my partner how I feel, I just can't.