feeling like #2

Here lately my depression has hit me hard and tonight took the cake. I've been living with my SO only for a month, i miss my family. The real issue to this is that I feel like my SO puts me second to his "band". im carrying his child, 20 weeks on monday. I get terrible migranes because i have glasses that no longer work with my eyes and ive been waiting to get my insurance card to get new ones to stop these migranes. i asked him tonight if he'd take me tomorrow to get new glasses. Well, he said i can't i already made plans to "practice" with his friends tomorrow and sunday, then saying he will take me next weekend. I just want new glasses so i can quit suffering from this crap. He says i know, i know. thats all. i mean i know this is so stupid to be all depressed over, but he seems to care nothing but himself.