Need to vent

I know I'm not the only one, and I'm super grateful for everything I have but I'm getting seriously depressed! My husband and I just found out that in our group of friends two couples are pregnant (that weren't trying) and I'm sitting over here TTC for months now!

It is really starting to get me down and I feel like I'm broken.

I didn't think it would take this long. I know I need to get over to the OBGYN but I didn't think it would be this difficult. Just needed to get this off my chest and need some good vibes sent my way!