Family problems

My parents clearly don’t love each other anymore and I can tell they want a divorce. They don’t even sleep on the same floor. My mom sleeps on a pull out couch downstairs as my dad sleeps in the masters bedroom. Physically and mentally everything would be better if they got a divorce but since we barely have any money now we’d go broke. And since i’m not old enough to live on my own i’d have to choose who’d I go with and if I chose my mom my dad wouldn’t be in my life anymore and if I chose my dad my mom wouldn’t be in my life anymore. My life’s already hard enough. I barely have any friends. I don’t have anyone I can trust. Idk how i’m supposed to be happy when everything sucks. My parents both hate gays with a dying passion so if I told them I was bi i’d get kicked out. I barely talk to anyone in my family bc all we do is yell. Sometimes I just wanna end it all. Make everything stop. it’s not like anyone would care f I was gone. I barely talk to my aunts or uncles. I have no friends. My parents don’t give a shit about me. Idk what to do anymore with my life.